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♥ Friday, September 25, 2009
more fashion!
MINI COLLECTION 3 HAS LAUNCHED!
The Rubber Ducks is bringing in the latest trends at really affordable prices!
Because we are blogshoppers too,
so we decided to provide apparels at lower prices.
loved; 11:35 PM
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who knows what pain means?
i heard some stuffs about me,
& i just want to say,
hell no, you're wrong.
i think a blog is the only place i get to talk more about my feelings,
& less of others.
because ive facing this in my daily life,
i care too much on how people feel.
how in the world can a person like me,
be someone who feels that the world revolves around me?
im not liking the insensitivity & self centerness within people these days.
stop taking me for granted during your happy moments,
& getting annoyed about me when youre upset.
okay, that sounds more like the world revolves around you.
cherish what you have.
loved; 1:30 PM
♥ Thursday, September 24, 2009
one day, you'll see me again.
life's good right now (:
im loving myself more.
thanks to those who brought me down, disappointed me,
made me stop living for you but myself.
it's really something i took really long to get over.
because all the time i know,
i brought all these sufferings upon myself,
i wouldnt say i was more selfless,
but because i cared too much.
& it's time i let go & start loving myself,
even if it means i have to walk alone.
on the other hand,
the actions & responses/reactions ive gotten,
were all because you have moved on as well.
& im happy.
i always look like i dont care,
but nevertheless, you were still my burden to carry.
when you say, listen to this song, thats what i feel,
when you did something & wished i understand,
i brushed them off.
& that's all the more i want you to move on.
but it's human of me to feel all the negativity after you moved on.
i hated the treatment,
but as long it's for the better.
& hey,
after this reflection post.
i realise i still have a long way to go.
because im still caring,
& im still hurting my own.
a friend told me it's human nature to be self centered & selfish,
i disagree.
but what other evidence do i have against this comment,
except for myself?
maybe the one not human,
was none other than myself.
but im still finding my way back on track,
just you wait (:
loved; 4:19 PM
♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009
truth hurts.
i waited.
i got the answer.
i knew i would hate what's awaiting me.
but i faced it.
i knew you'd think i am over reacting,
maybe it's the way i put across.
but i just want to be honest when it comes to friends,
because i love you.
i didnt know my presence was so insignificant,
i didnt know i was so forgettable,
i didnt know i was not a good enough friend.
i thought i tried my best to be there for each & every single one,
i thought we were happy together,
i thought i looked hard enough at how you feel,
i thought that was all good enough,
i thought you feel that too.
& im not being self centered here,
i am not doing what i hate most - assuming.
but i thought it was all mutual.
when did it become otherwise?
where did it go wrong?
where did i go wrong?
dont tell me how small the issue is,
i know exactly what you mean.
but im just being truthful to how i feel,
because you mean something to me.
it's often the slightest things,
the insignificant actions,
the little details,
the minor incidents,
that strike really hard.
because it reflects the most natural & genuine side.
& the result was upsetting.
once again, i am not mad.
i am not blaming anyone but myself.
i am not forcing any thoughts into you.
i am nothing but just missing you.
loved; 5:49 AM
♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009
hello, you.
have been away from the "world" for quite some time (:
i think im getting used to not leading my old boring life.
& i think you noticed too.
i stopped logging into msn so often, even though i might be in front of the computer.
i start catching up with many many other stuffs.
i pay more attention to my world of music (im back, darling.)
i start reading. (but no, im not a psychopath. not yet.)
im living more for myself.
but hey, there's still some stuffs i missed out.
you.
yes, ive been meeting people,
but i never thought it can be enough.
it's just human nature to be a little more greedy, i guess.
you want to get the new, yet keep the old ones.
hello, where's my old loves?
you guys are vintage, & i love vintage!
& NO, IM NOT DRUNK.
it's just the stupid weather & the lack of sleep every single day.
i want to start writing songs all over again.
i miss that side of me (:
i realise, im not that well organised anymore!
as you can see, my thoughts are all over the place right now.
im back to my life for now,
but i still welcome you.
loved; 10:10 PM
♥ Thursday, September 03, 2009
there's no boundary.
yesterday was a bacomm day :D
met them for some shopping in the afternoon, all over orchard!
& karaoke session at cash studio in the night (:
(qingfu, boonchin, xingxian, anna, raymond & jeff)
i guess there's nothing much for me to say,
because you know what to expect!
with bacommers, you dont expect anything less than
fun, laughter, love & joy :D
so the ends with a great big smile!all right, gonna get back to uploading all those long videos from the session,
TEE HEE.
loved; 12:57 AM
